I don´t know if this is the best way to say it..but I feel Identified with Neruda´s poem, it describe me. It recall me my past, what I have done, my heart, everything. Sometimes wish scream, and remember one day somebody said me: Risk, all is risk, is just little sparks, yes, the age it is all, it was all.
Then I found sunshine. Is sunshine now, but...can´t delete the past, past will be there, ever you. You know and I know. We know. "Todo en ti fue naufragio", says Neruda, yes is right. And also: "Andube mas allá del deseo", that´s it. Don't you know? I have been thinking in this issue so long ago. If we were friends...were we? If we were friends...were we? Now is so so so late, yes but you must know that those days were exciting. You can´t deny it.You became the person, the only with the one who I shared a bit of me, in those days.
Then things reached bad. But it does not matter. And ever since, in each meeting that I see you I wonder? could be? And I am aware that it's crazy just to thinking. You always were a kind of person too extroverted, and it never liked me, sorry is all mind. I love the contrary way. So I just find to you and your poem here...it's a coincidence...I feel angry: "era el duelo y las ruinas y tu fuiste el milagro", continues Neruda, and I say you: do you remember the metro's night? Do you? I now may be you´ll I know you'll going to get a courtship, I know one day, may be, you'll going to get married, and let me say you: you deserve it, I really, or perhaps you wish remain alone for ever, anyway you will be happy with or without some body in this life and in the new world, trust me: I will never forget that flower, the white one, I gave it you in the high floor, in the third floor, do you? And also I will never forget that you called me: Fatalistic.
I know you hate the chats, you prefer a calling. I remember I was with somebody giving to you "classes". I remember the first day you showed in somewhere, you saw me and I saw you. Now is spent time. It doesn't matter.
You said: little sparks. "Era la sed y el hambre y tu fuiste la fruta" are the words from Neruda. in my mind stay the night one in which we were in your office, so dark, the afternoon the "chocolate and cacahuate's candies store" I was there, and I have a remember. And even though I have the recording of your call, I stop listening it. Then I am aware I have to say as Neruda said: "más allá de todo, es la hora de partir ho abandonado".
Is the time to at last say thanks, thanks and good bye, we were we are just two fully unknown people with a beauty remembers in common, just that, just that so, now I say thanks, is my best way to say farewell is it well.
Is the time to at last say thanks, thanks and good bye, we were we are just two fully unknown people with a beauty remembers in common, just that, just that so, now I say thanks, is my best way to say farewell is it well.
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